Monday, December 10, 2012

Self Evaluation


            I have always found writing to be the best way for me to express myself.  When my emotions are at a high or low I find comfort in setting the words in my head down.  I don’t write every day, only when whatever is going on in my life is too much for me to handle.  It allows me to relax, assess the situation, and be honest with myself.  English 15S taught me a lot about my style of writing and myself.
            Before this class I have never really had to write about my interests or myself.  High school writing was more analytical essays and research papers.  Since I had been doing those for so long and I did pretty well on them I thought this class would be easy.  I found that writing in an analytical manner for so long caused me to struggle when I had to write about myself.  I realized this back when I was writing my college essay; it was just hard to write about myself because every time I wrote an essay it was about a book.  This class helped me to integrate my skills of writing analytically into writing about myself.  When I write a research paper or an essay on a book I have my thesis and then just make those points and support them with quotes.  I learned how to make a thesis and make my points in a less formal approach.
            I learned that I actually like writing about myself.  The memoir was my favorite assignment because it really made me feel like a writer.  I had to choose my style of writing, create a voice, and I was writing about my life so I was of course interested in it.  I never thought I’d like writing so much about my interests and myself but it has really taught me that writing is something I love to do.  I read a lot of different blogs, mostly satirical ones, and I always wished I could do that.  The blog posts we got to write allowed me to do that!  I started to find my voice as a writer and found that I like to be a bit satirical and humorous. 
There was one moment during peer review for the memoir when Sheila helped me learn something about myself.  I was telling my story to Lucas and mentioned how the story is funny but at the time was horrible for me.  Sheila overheard and said, “You do that don’t you?  Do you look back on the past and take it with a sense of humor?”  Honestly, I had never thought about that until she said it and I found it to be true.  Yes I’ve had my fair share of problems in the past and I realized that when I talk about them and look back on them I do it with a sense of humor.  I loved that I learned this about myself because it helped me find my voice for the memoir as well as my other writing. 
            This class has taught me that art is everywhere and anything we want it to be.  Everything we did was about a piece of art.  One of the more interesting art forms that I had not noticed to be art before was the podcast we listened to.  This was one of my favorite assignments because it taught me a lot about Penn State and also about podcasts.  I loved learning about how there were different acts within it and how the way they set up was strategic because it reminded me of how I write essays: I have my thesis, make my points in a logical order, and conclude it. 
            My eyes have been open to a world of art thanks to this class.  Art really is everywhere we go and everything we do is some form of art.  I’ve discovered so much about the type of art I like, Penn State, and myself from this class.  I started this class thinking writing for a class was all about research papers and analytical essays and I learned that’s not what it’s all about.  This class gave us freedom to write about what we wanted to in a voice we wanted to and through that I discovered things I liked and more about who I am as a writer.


This post needed a picture so here's me jumping out of a plane.

And here's a box of puppies.




Hi Ms. S!  I completed my SRTEs!  YAY!

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Sunday, December 9, 2012

HARRY POTTER.




I don’t know about you but there isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t wish I were at Hogwarts.  I love Harry Potter and whomever I end up spending the rest of my life with better love him and his world as much as I do.  Sadly I have not read the books.  I read Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets in the third grade because the movie was coming out and my teacher wanted to read the book before she saw it so we read it as a class!  Funny thing is I went to a private Catholic school.  No one’s parents cared except for one girl’s whose parents thought it was ATROSCIOUS that we were learning about witchcraft and what not in a Catholic school.  So they took her out of the school…  Awkward!
            Anyway, I don’t know when my love for Harry began but I couldn’t be happier that it did.  Except for when I have so much work to do and there is a Harry Potter weekend on ABC Family.  And the WORST is now it has become a Harry Potter WEEK.  AN ENTIRE WEEK.  I wanted to cry I had so much work and all I could do was watch these movies that I’ve seen too many times.
I find it unbelievable how J.K. Rowling created this entire world and how many people fell in love with it.  She made reading “cool” again for kids because everyone was obsessed with Harry Potter.  And for good reasons I mean I don’t understand why anyone wouldn’t want to go to Hogwarts.  It’s understandable that people wouldn’t want to be there while all this madness between Harry and Voldemort is going on but still at least you’d have some excitement in your life.  
I could honestly talk about all the characters and go crazy but this post would be never ending so I’ll talk about a few. 
Neville Longbottom.  First of all, he got really hot at the end of everything.  Second, he’s just so sweet and honest and is one of those people who flies below the radar but does great things which is a characteristic I love in people. 
What a man.

Dumbledore.  The first Dumbledore was the cutest old man besides Mr. Feeny from Boy Meets World I have ever seen.  The second Dumbledore was definitely better as time went on and the storyline became darker.  Either way I have such a love hate relationship with this man because he was so good to Harry but at the same time he was just using him.  Did he know Harry would be okay?  Did he try to make sure he would be?  There are just so many questions…

Dobby.  If you don’t love dobby you don’t have a soul.  Sorry not sorry.
Dobby: A Free Elf

I really don’t wanna go on forever about characters.  I mean I could seriously talk about Harry Potter all day there are just so many things to discuss!  I’ve been to four midnight premiers and I have such amazing memories of all of them.  But in the end, I cried at the last midnight premier because something that I grew up with, something that stretched my imagination, and something that I have had reoccurring dreams about was now over.  Plus there were really annoying people sitting next to me who kept talking.  WHO talks at a midnight premier of THE LAST Harry Potter!?  Sick, twisted people that’s who.
I love Harry Potter and I don’t care who knows it and what they think of me because in my opinion, if you’ve never run around screaming “STUPIFY” with your friends/family you haven’t really lived a good life.

Happy Christmas by the way!

Monday, December 3, 2012

Arts/Cultural Event: Barstool Blackout



For my Arts/Cultural Event I chose to write about Barstool Blackout.  Electronic Dance Music, also known as EDM, has become extremely popular.  What have become even more popular are concerts, raves, and musical festivals to celebrate EDM.  Barstool Blackout was created by barstoolsports.com, a website “by the common man, for the common man.”  Occasionally I do read some of their articles because they are pretty humorous but my interest in their website started last March when I heard they were having one of their “blackouts” in New York City.
             I’m a huge EDM fan, I’ve known about it since I was in middle school and I thought my sister was a huge guidette for constantly listening to it.  I had an amazing time when Barstool came to New York so when I found out they were going to be in State College at Levels I had to get tickets.  I got a ticket for October 23rd but little did I know I’d be going the second night they were around as well.
            The reasons their concerts are called “blackouts” are because they use black lights and other lighting so certain colors glow in the dark.  When I stepped into levels I was met with a bluish glow and a multitude of colored flashing lights and loud dance music.  The place was packed to the point where I really just wanted to scream I was so tired of being shoved and feeling like a hot sweaty mess.  I found relief by dancing on stage, which was SO much more fun then being surrounded in a crowd of raging, sweaty people.  Some of the guys working the rave would shoot water and fog into the crowd, all while dressed as power rangers, Darth Vader, and other classic characters I’ve seen through my life. 
            As 2 am rolled around the concert was over and as we sadly begin our departure from Levels, one of the workers stopped me and told me Dante, the DJ, wanted my number.  I figured “what the hell” and gave it and in return Devlin, the worker, gave me his hat!  Yay!  I figured I’d never hear from Dante but as I finally make it to bed ready to pass out, he texts me inviting my friends and me back to tomorrow night’s show.  For free!  I just got a free hat AND ticket all in one night, score one for me!
            The next night was the same playlist, same lighting, but still a great time.  I love EDM, it’s music I love dancing to and I’m so happy it’s become popular because I love celebrating it.  Overall, Barstool Blackout was a great time where I got to experience something I love.  I have now been to three shows but they had different feels because of the venue.  In NYC it was so much bigger and I generally had a better time there just because I felt like I was suffocating in Levels.  Would I go to Barstool again?  Probably not, unless it was one of their foam parties.  I’ve had my fun with Barstool but definitely not with EDM.  I hope to go to Electric Zoo this summer as well as the Electric Daisy Carnival.  Barstool will always have a special place in my heart because I had a great time at every show I’ve been to.


I know this is super creepy of me but as I stood on the upper level of Levels I saw these two people making out and I thought it was funny/cute so I took a picture.  Actually I took three but this one is the cutest.  


Wednesday, November 21, 2012

In the Red and Brown Water


Oya, the main character of In the Red and Brown Water, is struggling with her decision to run track for the local state college and follow her dreams, or stay with her mother, Mama Mojo, and be by her side since she is sick.  She decides to stay with her mother despite her mother’s wish for her to get away from the projects of Louisiana and succeed in life.  Unfortunately, Mama Mojo dies, leaving Oya depressed and alone.  Along with losing her mother, Oya loses herself: she stops running and is no longer the same friendly, openhearted girl she once was.  Feeling all-alone in the world she succumbs to the flirtatious Shango and falls in desperation for him.  Once Shango leaves for the army, Oya’s priorities and values continue to disappear from her life as she spends the rest of her days searching for meaning in her life.
            To me, the most important thing about the story for Oya was Shango’s constant appearance and disappearance in her life.  She threw her stable relationship with Ogun away for him only to find out he has been with multiple other women.  Her life and who she was was at stake for this relationship.  She did not feel what she felt for Shango in her relationship with Ogun.  I believe that it is important to have love and meaning in a relationship and I admire Oya for knowing that she couldn’t continue a loveless relationship, but she threw it away for someone who was wrong for her.  Shango never offered her stability, which is what she needed.  She wanted Shango as her husband but failed to achieve this.
            I was most compelled by Aunt Elegua’s performance.  She was a great juxtapose of humor to the sad story being told.  Everything about her: her laugh, walk, words were so intriguing.  Everyone loved her because of how unusual of a character she was in the show.  She was able to entertain the audience, and the characters, but still be a voice of reason to Oya like when she showed up at the party Oya was at and brought her home because she knew she was uncomfortable.  She was a character I was never confused by or annoyed with and for that she was my favorite.
            I have no critiques of the performance.  Although very different from most types of theatre I have seen, I loved it.  I believe everyone portrayed their character very well.  This was the first show I’ve seen where the characters project their actions.  At first it was confusing but I found it interesting.  Also, this was a strange mix of a drama and a musical which intrigued me.  I loved the singing and dancing, all of it was remarkable, and I thought it added a spiritual feel to this show.  Overall I loved this theatrical experience because it was so unsual.

Friday, October 12, 2012

Animal House


Ah, college.  A time for one to further one’s education, live independently, and grow to be a mature, respectful human being.  Just like this guy:


Well, “my advice to you is to start drinking heavily.” 
Never have wiser words been spoken than these of John Bultarsky’s.
Who really wants to grow up?  Let’s be honest, college today is all about having four years (or sometimes more) to further your education about partying. 
Directed by John Landis, the classic 1978 college party film known as National Lampoon’s Animal House gives an insight to what the party life at college is all about: beer, girls, pranks, girls, beer, and oh did I mention girls and beer?  John Belushi captures the typical “frat guy”, and overall college spirit, in one of his most famous roles as John Bultarsky, a seventh year student at Faber College.
Two fraternities, the prestigious Omega Theta Pi’s and the, well, not so classy Delta Tau Chi’s, are once again rushing freshmen to join their brotherhood.  The two houses have been rivals for years, both disliking each other for being either stuck up or having no manners.  But like most fraternity rivalries, it is harmless.  Except for the fact that the Deltas are hated by Dean Wormer.
Using the Omega Theta Pi brothers, Dean Wormer plots to rid Faber College of the Delta House and all its brothers forever.  Even though they are on “secret secondary probation” the Delta brothers continue with their shenanigans, conquest for girls, and above all, partying.  Providing the audience with continuous laughter throughout the movie, the Delta brothers are sure to have you dying to experience the college life whether you’re a high school student, a college alum, or even a college student.
            Now this isn’t a movie that is going to appeal to your morals, but rather it is just like a college party: fun.  This also means that, just like a college party, it is meant for those of a more mature age.  Animal House represents everything someone wants the college party life to be: full of pranks, girls, and alcohol.  If you want to have a good laugh and just feel better about life, give in to the Delta way.  And if everything is going downhill in your life remember what the Delta brothers did.  

When in doubt, toga it out.

Thursday, September 27, 2012

The Arboretum


This was my first time at the Arboretum and I was extremely excited because it reminded me of the Botanical Gardens back home in the Bronx, a place I’ve always wanted to go.  The Arboretum also reminded me of Claude Monet’s gardens in Giverny, France, a place I was fortunate enough to be able to visit two springs ago.  Spending some time at the Arboretum brought me back to that day in France, the day that I was encircled by beauty.  I had never been so inspired and happy in my life.  Seeing all the different flowers, trees, colors, textures, and all the other individualistic characteristics each flower, tree, rock, etc. had made me really truly appreciate nature.
I adore nature; I think when appreciated, it brings peace to the mind.  Personally, I spend a lot of time throughout the heights of the different seasons just admiring the beauty of the world we live in.  I definitely see myself coming back here in the future, either to take more pictures or maybe draw something or even to show it to my friends.
            There was a multitude of flowers at the Arboretum, all of which were breathtaking.  One of the most interesting things I saw was pepper!  They reminded me of the type my friend at home used to grow.  I loved how vibrant all the colors were.  There were shades of blue, purple, pink, orange, red, and every other color you could imagine.  They all complimented each other beautifully and their placement made their colors pop even more.
            One of my favorite spots at the Arboretum was the sunflower garden.  They are one of my favorite flowers and viewing a vast space of them instantly put a smile on my face.  They towered over all the other flowers, instantly standing out, and made me feel like I was no longer in University Park, but rather somewhere were all my stress and worries were nonexistent.  Honestly the Arboretum as a whole made me feel that way; there’s something about being surrounded by nature to me that puts things in perspective.  Maybe it’s because in a way I am no longer in the place where all my stress is coming from.  Mother Nature encompassed me; I no longer had to think about all the problems coming from the urban environment. 
            Another of my favorites was this kelp, seaweed looking bush.  These bushes reminded me of these beautiful coral-looking plants I saw while snorkeling in the Bahamas.  They danced gracefully underwater and were the most striking purples and greens.  Just like Monet’s gardens, the Bahamas as a whole was another natural beauty.  The Arboretum brought me back to some of the most beautifully natural places I have ever been to.
            While wandering around I stumbled onto a fountain that I have seen spouting water before walking to and from football games.  I had always wondered why that fountain was there and I finally knew what it was a part of.  Unfortunately, the fountain was not turned on but that led to a new discovery: there were footprints on the bottom!  I thought this was priceless and wondered who had gone into the fountain before. 
            One of my favorite pictures I took that day was of a bee pollinating a splendid yellow flower that was growing away from the rest of the bunch.  This flower instantly caught my eye since it was leaning in the walking area.  There was something about everything going on, the beautiful fall day, being surrounded by spectacular flowers, and seeing a bee perform its job in nature that just made my day.  I will definitely be visiting the Arboretum again with friends who have not had the pleasure to experience it.









            

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

The Palmer Museum of Art


The piece that drew my attention was Working Horse, Hauling, 1994 by Kate Javens.  It is an oil painting on canvas and was created in 1994.



I believe this piece relates to the working class of every generation.  It is not specific to a certain time or place because its message is about work and struggle.  There have been specific moments throughout history where work has been especially tough, such as during the 1800s, the time of slavery, or during the Great Depression.  Slaves were treated like animals and were worked to death whereas those who had a job during the Great Depression did everything they could to keep it.  Those who weren’t so fortunate to have one struggled to find work.  Javens’ piece relates to the inner “workhorse” of all of us.  It relates to our moment in time right now.  People are still competing to find and keep jobs.  People like single parents work especially hard to provide for their families and will take certain jobs that they may not like to do so.  I believe the social comment this piece is making is that there are many people out there unhappily working for something or someone that means more to them than their own happiness.

This piece had a very strong effect on my emotions, which is why I chose it.  Once I walked up the stairs and was greeted by this immense creation, I immediately took a picture of it.  I call my ex-boyfriend pony and once I saw the piece “pony!!!” came right to my mind.  I instantly took a picture of it and sent it to him but as I continued to look at the piece it reminded me more and more of him.  He is the definition of a “workhorse.”  He works for his dad’s lumber company all the time and only takes off when he really has to.  The horse in the piece looks sad which brought to my mind how he doesn’t really want to inherit the lumberyard; he’s forced to.
After a while the piece started to make me think of my dad.  He is another “workhorse.”  My dad doesn’t necessarily like what he does but he does it to support our family.  He works hard all day for six days a week.  This piece connected to the feelings I have for two very important men in my life.  It made me realize how much I value and appreciate the hard work these people do to support not only themselves but others. 

Kate Javens is a graduate of Pennsylvania State University as well as the Pennsylvania Academy of the Fine Arts.  She has had solo exhibitions in cities such as Philadelphia, Atlanta, and New York City.  Kate has won many different awards for her art, which is displayed in many different museums and showcases throughout the country.  She is known for being able to connect her piece to a person through empathy, which is exactly what this piece did to me.  I felt sad for the horse and I related it to people I knew who reminded me of what I believed this horse was going through. (http://www.marciawoodgallery.com/artist/javens/intro.html)

I think this piece is making several claims.  One of them is the reality that many people do not enjoy what they do for a living but they must do so in order to maintain their living status.  It also makes the claim that we are all dealing with struggle, whether it is because of work or something else.  We have all felt like we were being held back or too exhausted to move on but we have to.  To me, this piece can make many claims depending on how someone is interpreting it.  For the claims I have seen through this piece, I believe they are very persuasive.

I am a big museum-goer.  Being from a town in New York extremely close to the city I have visited museums such as The Museum of Natural History, The Museum of Modern Art, and The Metropolitan Museum of Art.  I love going to museums and I really enjoyed the Palmer Museum of Art.  It was my first time going there and I would definitely go back a second time to reevaluate and absorb the art again.  The art there was powerful and there were different genres, which I loved.

Thursday, September 6, 2012

My Blog:

Template: I love light pink.  It's warm, a little girly, and to me it's calming.  I don't believe the pink is too girly though; if I was a guy I wouldn't be turned off by the pink I would just know it's a girl's blog.  I want my readers to be attracted to my blog but not confused.  That is why I chose to keep the text black and have all of it be Georgia.  Georgia is my favorite font: it's a bit unique but it gives and official appearance.  That is how I consider myself when I go on job interviews or auditions.  I want to remain professional but I want people to see the quirks in me.  When I see a blog that has too many different colors I get overwhelmed and dislike it.  A good design and appeal is important but to me a lot of bright, overwhelming colors that make it difficult for me to read the text turn me off.

Title: I won't lie I had no idea what to name my blog so my roommate told me to name it after her.  And so I did.  I will most likely change it eventually but for now I love Chreeeeees!!!!

Other Components:  I'm not sure how to add other components but I would love to.  I chose a simple background because I'd prefer to add other components and play with the font from time to time instead of having an overwhelming background.

About Me: I wrote some random things about myself.  I kind of just wrote whatever seemed interesting.  Personally, I find it hard to describe myself.  I'm more of the "you need to meet me" to know what I'm all about.  I just wanted to let people know I'm fun and outgoing and I have no problem speaking my mind and writing about some weird things.